http://www.breastcancersisterhood.com/_blog/Brenda's_Blog - Jan 16, 2013 5:12:21 PM - Nov 16, 2010 11:03:13 AM
Goodbye for Now
There are days when it feels as though maybe he’s clearing brush in the canyon, buying food for the deer, or he's just left a board meeting and will be home soon. I still think about the day he died, and what it must have been like for him. I wonder if he knew what was happening; if the dizziness he’d been experiencing gently transitioned him to the other side? While I will still be a breast cancer and womens’ health advocate, and keep up with each of you who’ve touched my heart, I’m now interested in all aspects of women and their lives. the difference between our needs and wants and how we see ourselves in the context of not just our towns and cities, but the world as a whole. I didn’t just lose James that day. I lost my entire family and everything I held dear. I lost my way of life. What I have in mind, I couldn’t do if James were here, but his love for me will go where ever I go. I dearly hope to hear from you as well. You can always reach me at brenda@breastcancersisterhood.com. Above all, please know how much you’ve brought into my life. Words cannot express my gratitude for all the things I've learned from you and the love and support you've given me. I love you dearly. Stay strong; believe in God; lift one another up; be open to miracles and possibilities and